The Saddest Happy Hour I Ever Attended
We will gather again Friday for vespers and dinner at Nicole's. I will have breakfast at Joyce and Gary's. Gary brought me a plate of warm chocolate chip cookies about an hour ago. Yikes! The pants are getting tight again.
I re-did the network this morning and re-opened it, I had to go get Jeanne ( formerly Mme. LaTour) to translate with one guy- a very nice man who gives me pure Maple Syrup from his sugar house. I have cut down my customers to people I know I can trust. Marcel brought me a bottle of wine but my heart did not soften.
Gave myself a haircut after catching a glimpse of myself. I try not to do that.
As friendships grow, the intimacies increase. Terese and Andre invited me for Happy Hour tonight. He had bought a single Corona for their tiny fridge to hold for me. We talked of our two healthcare systems and how ours can cost catastrophically- wipe people out. They told of their daughter who died 12 years ago- a college student who was driving when a wreck occurred and how they not only lost their daughter but were sued for $8.2 million. Terese's mother is 89 and losing her marbles- she is in care in Canada but came here to this very park for 30 years and then to a mobile home on 10th Ave until Hurricane Wilma destroyed her home. They have a severely epileptic daughter who cannot work. They are remarkably chipper and together but the sadness leaks out of their eyes occasionally when they talk of these things. They have only had these last two years to travel together without caring for someone. "You do the best you can," says Terese. "Takes a licking and keeps on ticking," applies to more than Timex watches. I was crying in my beer after one Corona.
Fixed hamburger gravy and baked potato for dogs and man. Early to bed again> I think.
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